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Me and my big mouth: Autobiographical notes
Sunday, 08 August 2010

 By Freddie Kissoon

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I was having lunch a year ago with Mark Benschop, who rushed from his seat, ran onto the road and yelled out, “come, come” to a passing driver. The female driver pulled up, came into the small cook-shop, and Benschop began to chat with her. Benschop then said to the petite, bespectacled lady; “You know Freddie Kissoon, my friend,” to which she replied, “unfortunately.” I could have fired back to former Magistrate Juliet Holder-Allen but I have mellowed over the years. After she left, Benschop said to me, “Man, don’t worry with her.” On Thursday afternoon, Benschop asked me if I know a good mechanic because his brakes failed him. I took him to my guy and the car had to be left. While driving in my vehicle, I slowed down at Public Road, Kitty and Vlissengen Road because repairs were being done right at that junction to accommodate the celebration of the death anniversary of President Burnham. A mountain of sand was blocking the free flow of traffic. There were a number of PNC leaders on the parapet. Benschop engaged Volda Lawrence who seemed reluctant to respond. The human rights activist then told Lawrence, “You don’t want speak to me?’ Lawrence responded; “Not particularly.”

As I drove off, Benschop began to display his anger. He intoned, “Freddie, these are the leaders we have in this country?” I advised Benschop to ignore what was said to him and reminded him of what his friend, Holder-Allen, did to me. These are the consequences of having an independent mind. You are going to encounter insulting situations. You will be snubbed. People will fault you in their discussions with their friends. People will spread rumours about you. On every occasion that Benschop and I chatted over lunch or dinner, I recited autobiographical notes to him. Thursday afternoon was no exception. I reminded him that some people say I am always contentious and they make the same judgement about him.
At the end of the day, an independent mind has to believe in what he or she is doing and forget the banalities of life’s dishonest people. If you speak to 100 persons who are not attracted to my activism and my role in the Guyanese society, you will get a one hundred percent answer that Freddie Kissoon is aggressive, always seeking to confront and has a style that needs to be shaped in keeping with conventional standards. Not one of those persons in that group of 100 would say that these are just inconsequential faults and that I speak from the sincerity of my heart and out of a dedication to right the wrongs of Guyana.
There is an explanation as to why they stereotype me – I don’t belong to any constituency whose secrets I have to protect and whose hypocrisy I have to politely overlook. Mark Benschop is going to feel the pangs of the loneliness of life once he chooses not to pander to the opportunistic instincts of Guyana. Holder-Allen’s remark was driven by the fact that I was harshly critical of her magisterial decisions. Benschop got the curt reply from Lawrence because of his devastating criticism of her leader, Robert Corbin.
The WPA apologized to Sam Hinds over my comment that he should not have been a speaker on the 30th death anniversary of Walter Rodney. They had a reason for wanting to placate Hinds because some of their leaders are in receipt of LCDS consultancies. I wanted nothing from Hinds and was speaking out of philosophical convictions. At UG, I stand-alone. I never belonged to any group at UG, be it pro-Jagdeo, pro-PPP, pro-Indian, pro-Black, pro-administration. At UG, I am perceived as too argumentative, aggressive, out of place by all these cabals because all these cabals know they don’t have a friend in me but a harsh critic of their opportunistic, selfish and racist character.
I say now and for the future, long into the future if I live to see the future – I am happy with who I am and the essence of me. I don’t want to be an urbane man who cherishes the elegancies of good breeding but insulate my soul against the suffering I see around me in the land of my birth. I don’t want to be a gentleman who speaks softly and cultivates impeccable manners but turns my eyes away from the worst perversities and horrible venalities I see in people all around me.
There was a class of soft-spoken, urbane, cultivated people who loved Beethoven and Wagner and read the Classics and were of perfect blood. While looking at the opera, they gave orders to kill people. They wiped out more than ten million European souls. They were known as the Nazi Party. Now that is good manners for you.
 

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